a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

no particular reason for the changed of the skin. i heart it yeah. been meeting up with the usual clique for run followed by sinful dinner. colours beancurd @ chompchomp was yum! especially chocolate flavour, makes me wanna go back everyday.:D

bayb gona pop from his bslc course this coming friday. and this evening he's heading off for his 28km route march. woohoo. perhaps nights out tmr? L-O-V-E.

oh! mommy is love. she's cooking my favourite dish for dinner tonight. my favourtie favourite fishhhhhhhhhhh! <3 love ya mom!



Thanks mommy for the wonderful dinner ytd, she cooked all my favourite dishes. Infact all the food that i cant get to find outside. Thanks Mom. As well as dad, though he was not the one who did the cook, he's my mom assistant. awwwwwwwww. i wonder will my partner play around with me in the kitchen not. heh.

ONCE AGAIN.




AM BACK TO SHORT HAIR! HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH. :D



something funny because suddenly i was reminded by my previous hotmail address; joey_lxt@hotmail.com LOL! where the hell i got the spell of joey from. -laughs!

anyway. nothing much to talk about monday to friday. added on my supervisor took off right from last wednesday to monday. therefore xt is no where else other than being stucked in office.

been talking pretty much to a friend of mine that i knew since childhood time, we were in the same primary sch as well as secondary. ha. you know who you are but thats not the most important part, be strong and cheer up alright. we still have a long way to go.

i love weekends because its family days w bayb ! breakfast with family at my favourite market for kway tiao soup followed by a kfc feast with my family and love and all of us was drunk by the chicken. i enjoyed myself and love them all! (=

thanks jean for your sweet text, pardon to turn u down as i already had my plan. :( soon soon! i miss u all girls. (: tc



Most of every day, we use our hearts and not our heads to think. Then we get ourselves into a mess so painful we decide that it's smarter and more practical to think with our heads and not the heart.

So when you go through enough things to finally learn to let your head and not your heart take control, things may seem better for awhile but somewhere in there it hurts.



25 & 26 septemebr

okay! finally the events for last week over at anderson primary and jalan kayu are over! i had a good time at anderson primary, seeing so many kids at one go, saw some my primary sch teachers as well. to my surprise, the canteen vendors are still around, tuna bread for only great 50 cent. sup!

right beside my table was the kids selling pottery. it might not be the best of the quality, but ive fallen in love with all of them at first sight! i bought a bag home. god. but i loved it all. gona place them up after ive refurnish and repaint my room.

The happiest part was the time with the little girls, admired those who are really daring. primary 3 kids going around seeking for customers as well as watching them promoting and selling their products! cool. took some picture with them too, will be up soon..

more events coming up this week as well. eww. i hate work hate work hate work. : (



2nd oct

event at teachers estate. enjoyed myself most from one of the performance by the aunties, its a dance of slapping themselves. LOL. ive feeb pretty much mozzie around as well. hate mozzieeeeeeeeeee!



having fights wasnt that unmeaningful? am i crazy to say that? but its a fact that after each and every fightor tiff you had with your loves,it made us realised how much the weight of importance it is to one another and also how much actually both care for one another. bitter sweet love? (:

One saturday noon as i was preparing our brunch in the kitchen; our favourite tossed bread with cheeseeeey and meatyyy, and he deems fit like a big boss, hanging his feet straight out the L-shaped sofa, with the remote control in his hand, swtiching like as if he's wiping the tv screens with different colour each time waiting just for the bready to be done. here it goes;

him: " baby babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~"
me: " yarrrrrrrrrrr? "
him: " (paused for 2 seconds) i lurveee you."
me: " silent, and stunned because his guy hardly sweet talked to me. "

few seoonds laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

him:" baby baby babyyyyyyy!!"
me: " a-huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?"
him: " i.. i miss you."
me: " awwwwwwwwwwwww. sweet. ( internally, whats wrong with him? LOL. )


okay. the clock is clicking 5pm now, in 30 mins more am heading off for a run with b. oh am going fo ra run with b. oh am going for a run with b. am going for a run with b.


lub you! xoxoxo



i really love the date, 090909. however, i had a unpleasent day yesterday. a unexpected one, not just it spoilt my day, it aches so much. got insulted by a stranger followed by nasty words instead of comforting and sweet ones. never felt so helpless and speechless with a blank of mind before. its real bad. impressive and unforgettable one.

perhaps youve forgotten how you used to love me anymore? give me a space.

i seriously dread working, however, its a way of life and i looked forward because a new day at work meaning a day nearer to weekend and i could see you! do you still rmb the meaning of living, its not just working for income, its lived to be love by someone that you love.